letter for Alanna
Jun. 26th, 2005 03:15 pmAlanna,
We all make mistakes, you know. For those mistakes are consequences, and I’ve been running from mine for nearly a year.
It is, if nothing else, getting tiring. I’m not so sure about the emotion ‘guilt’, or ‘remorse’, but…regret?
That is something I’ve been feeling for a while. Regret for many things, most of them to do with Roger, really (Jem always told me I was a fool for not marrying Raoul). Regret that I played a game and was, in the end, just another piece on the board instead of its mistress.
Or something.
But, above all, Alanna, I promise you this: I will be back. I will be back.
- Delia of Eldorne
We all make mistakes, you know. For those mistakes are consequences, and I’ve been running from mine for nearly a year.
It is, if nothing else, getting tiring. I’m not so sure about the emotion ‘guilt’, or ‘remorse’, but…regret?
That is something I’ve been feeling for a while. Regret for many things, most of them to do with Roger, really (Jem always told me I was a fool for not marrying Raoul). Regret that I played a game and was, in the end, just another piece on the board instead of its mistress.
Or something.
But, above all, Alanna, I promise you this: I will be back. I will be back.
- Delia of Eldorne